Lorelei's Diary

Terrie called this morning. She'll visit in August. I think we'll have some fun: I hope to have Chaz help us out in a little venture. Like: borrow the video camera, he films her tying me, then I tie her, then he ties both of us together, then they retie me and fool around. . . sound like a winner? Sounds like heaven!

I got Bondage Life 32 in the mail yesterday. There’s one photo printed which shows my face. I do vaguely remember marking it as a "printable" though, so I can't complain. Actually, it's almost a relief that they printed my face. Now it's over and I don't have to worry about it. Just like after I got my bra pulled off at Rocky Horror and a theater full of people saw me... I felt more confident from then on... "nothing worse can occur!"

I was amazed how much material there was, though. Two pages of Carla looking absolutely beautiful, with an editorial-type comment of hers printed also; then five pages of all-Ki.  rawings, photos, and excerpts from my letters to Mr. Harmon. Some of it I blush to see in print but it's all right. I do wish he hadn't printed "what kind of guy I'm looking for," since I'm not looking. I’m sticking with Chaz.

Mr. Harmon finally called on Saturday and finalized me going out there. That ended a month where I've been left in limbo as to whether I had the job or not. I was really happy to learn that he mostly wants me doing accounts. If I do any creative stuff that will be on the side. He did try to encourage me into an idea of his, though:. . he wants me to do a video a month. To increase revenue. A video a month? Wouldn't I burn out? But it sounds like a fun challenge. Maybe a video every other month... I already have some ideas cooking.

So, as for Eric's new apartment, it has two bedrooms and the second is a Harmony studio. So perhaps I would do a lot of the videos there... ahem. Anyway, I'll spend much of my work days, say three days a week, with Harmon at a totally different office and location, so I won't have to be panting all over Eric each day. I think I'll do all right.

And when I get out there, I have two pen pals I want to meet, and I'll start going to Rocky Hor, and I can visit Enom... I can keep busy. No reason to pine over Eric.

Harmon said "oh, aren't you over that crush yet?" Then we talked a little and he realized it wasn't just a crush.

Walp I guess I'll move out there in October instead of August. It just makes more sense all around. I'll get all my September commissions, Chaz will get his bonus to travel with, it will give Jace more time to save up... and it will give me more time to throw everything away (just kidding).

I got some of the prints from Puck through the mail.

Some are so cute! Mom wants a couple shots. Mom was going to be the photographer for a shoot Saturday -- Chris (from Rocky) was going to come over and be the Security Guard, cuffing me... but he didn't show up.

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