December 14

Jace gave me my Christmas present yesterday. He said I should open it before Christmas so I did. It was three rolls of PVC tape.

I was surprised. I'd gotten the impression that he wasn't as gung-ho for taping as I am. I'd given it up and focused on rope with him.

Getting the tape sparked new ideas. I thanked him and noticed on the package that PVC tape is waterproof. I've got some ideas for a shower scene... Jace will look perfect. We'll have to wait until after Christmas, though, because Grandma's going to be around.

Saturday night when I got home I looked at some bondage magazines. I really wanted to be tied. I missed Chaz.

In fact, earlier on Saturday I tied a double-crotch rope with a big knot between the legs. By squirming I could make the ropes pull the knot tighter against me. But I did wish Chaz were there to tie my hands and everything else.

Yesterday I drove over to Chaz's at about 10 pm. I knew I wanted to be tied up again but I wondered if I'd be pushing the limits of his interest, asking to be tied again so soon.

I brought my bag in and we got comfy in the bedroom. We began cuddling and caressing me and he was very hard already. And he said, "did you bring your ropes?"

Yes!

He was inspired! I was so happy! We cut some thinner nylon ropes. We dipped the ends in nail polish. Chaz asked where my toys were so I got them out.

He settled me down and tied me with the thin ropes in an oriental style, ankle to thigh. Then when he used up the thin ropes he brought out the fat ropes. I was already happy. He'd wrapped each wrist about seven times and each thigh about nine times. I felt cuddly and sexy.

With the fat rope he did more wrapping, and put on crotch ropes. The ropes around my feet felt neat.

The crotchropes were put on indirectly so he could either tug them over my labia or move them to the side.

I grabbed hold of my feet with my hands. It was a good package and I was feeling a lot more relaxed than last time. I guess I trusted him to not think I was odd or twisted to be enjoying myself.

He took two vibrators and started vibrating the ropes. With all the wrapping on my legs, wrists and feet, the vibrations seemed to cover areas of my body like a blanket.

Then he started vibrating the crotchropes. I closed my eyes and arched back, feeling all the ropes pulling at me. He moved the crotchropes aside and started to push at me with the tip of one vibrator. That felt great! I squirmed and pictured images of Shannon* pushing his cock into me.

Chaz put the other vibrator on my clit and I pulled at the ropes as hard as I could. It took about ten fantastic minutes to get there, as Chaz teased me with never-quite-enough penetration. I was pulling up so hard with my arms, I knew I was probably yanking them out of circulation, but the closer I got the more I tensed against the strain of the ropes. Finally the heat broke and washed all the way up over me. I shook and strained up at the vibrator that refused to enter me completely. My last contraction threw me up hard and Chaz removed the toys.

I asked him right away to unwrap my feet. Although the ropes there were the final ones applied, and they didn't seem tight, my toes were getting somewhat fuzzy.

I wriggled out of the ropes while he untied knots. He laughed that I got free so fast and I sympathized with his slight dismay. I know how it feels to apply a bondage job for fifteen minutes and then see your model escape in twenty seconds. Chaz plans to improve.

Following a short afterglow, Chaz got out baby oil and we did some blowjob/handjob/rub-on-her-tummy games. Then he came on my breasts.

Today Chaz went to work and I slept in. He came back during lunchtime and was getting bills to pay out of his bedroom. I was up in the living room writing in this journal for a long while. Finally he came in and said "I found the magazines you brought." (I'd set a stack of John Savage's Notebooks up behind his bed, to give him some ideas while I'm gone tonight.) "I was looking through them and now I'm all horny." He sat down on the sofa with me and cuddled me. "Can't I tie you up now?" he asked and laughed. He knew there wasn't really time but he seemed to be dying to do it. I wanted to be tied too -- but I've got a full day planned.

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