Lorelei's Diary
Lorelei begins a Bondage DiaryJune 2nd (23 years old)
I don't know how to go into this subject, but I've gotten 'way into bondage magazines. A year ago I got up the nerve to buy one. I didn't like how they tend to mix S/M into bondage, but sometimes I'd see a photo I like. Finally just recently I stumbled across Bondage Life magazine. There's a totally different quality to it because it seems to be put out by couples who enjoy bondage for lovemaking. It's also made up of letters and photos from readers. It's amazing how some people consider it another spice just like oral sex or massages. They make it so natural and sharing.
Anyway, Jace and Duncan had long accompanied me down to the adult places while I bought these kind. of magazines. When I discovered Bondage Life I was with Jace, and I was really happy and pleased. I was very interested, and I said "I could do better photos than what these people are sending in!" and Jace said "Okay!"
So I bought rope, drew some ideas, got some film, and Jace submitted to two bondage sessions at my house.
Since then I've found about ten more Harmony magazines. Looking at all this material has gotten me attuned to what is "good" bondage. My photos of Jace were artistic, but they weren't secure.
One thing which really fascinates me is electrical tape bondage. On Tuesday I bought tape, and took pantyhose and my chains-and-locks collection up to the living room. Jace stripped and put on the pantyhose. I cut the legs off the other hose and put one legpiece on each of his arms, taping them up at the shoulder. I folded his fingers up and wrapped his hands with tape until he had two little club-hands. Then I taped the wrists, handcuffed them together behind his back, and taped the ankles together, then both legs together above and below the knee. I taped metal rings to his elbows and padlocked them together. Then I drew up his feet behind and connected them to his wrists with a padlocked chain. I put a blindfold on him and took pictures.
Jace seems to enjoy the passive role he gets to play when he models. It isn't sexual for us, but I would enjoy doing it in a sexual context with someone I was involved with. Jim, for instance... though he doesn't want to relinquish control to someone. It does take a lot of trust.
I'd like to experience some non-sexual bondage. Maybe soon I'll let Jace do me.
